"Ok keep googling but stop for a cute animal break every half hour"
Next time a doctor calls or emails me on the 16th— straight to voicemail / spam filter.
chronic debilitating migraine.
white matter lesions
unremitting pain. unresponsive to therapy & medication.
Ongoing for 10 months +1 day (so far)
I never really think too much about how difficult my life is and how much work goes in to each day. I never really stop to consider how my daughters life is, as unorthodox as it may be… Growing up in a house with just her mom.
It’s not really until the traditional family portrait is looking me dead on that I kind of whimper inside and wish for a little more normalcy.
Sunday afternoons at the park are a sure fire way to see the minivans, strollers, whole fam out for an afternoon of laughs and enjoyment as they frolic around the swing-set…
Had to take a deep breath and hold my baby girls hand and walk away from the giggling children saying “daddy look at me!” I know it stings for her, I see it in her eyes…
As much as I wish I was able to provide her full “family” unit.. I love my little mini family and our stability and our inseparable bond we’ve created. I just hope everything I’m doing for her is enough.
I Love you.
Always. In all ways.
Amazing getaway to the US Virgin Islands : St. Thomas & St. John. Absolutely breathtaking in every way.
Beyonce - Save The Hero
Someone recently asked me… What will you do now?
Tear filled and breathless I whispered: “pray”
Travel destination: Andaman Island.